Friday without an emotional hangover

Took off the boxing gloves and did alot of praying on the way to the class last night. It sure is amazing to me what can occur when I ask God to walk in the door with me. I did not make an enemy. We might even work together again---on the grant's terms, not his or mine.

I did not get into any emotional excesses. I did not cut n run. I did not fight. Wow. I am a confident grown up today. What a difference. Sure is a new way of life for me.

Today I got a call to do personal emergency preparedness for staff and students at a college--she asked me if I could do a hundred at a time, several times--- I said yes even tho I've not ever done a presentation to that large of a group. I think I can I think I can---geez why can't I? Its easier when its something I believe in and this is soemthing I believe in. Life is opening up and I am getting a chance to do what I love to do---hope the $ follows.

Tonite is dinner with AAs and Alanons. I made the chili this morning since I have to work fairly late. Never want to smell chili that early in the morning ever again. Yuck.

Going to Pittsburgh tomorrow for an AIS Alanon workshop. Theres a bunch of us going--maybe a 3 or 4 car caravan----I LOVE fellowship, I hate to caravan but its a part of what we do.

Then Sunday, Lily & her Mom are coming to visit for a few days. It will be nice to have them at our house this time.

Time marches forward. Holidays are coming and I find myself teary at times. But I don't seem to be losing bug gaps of time like I had been. Just doing today. One day at a time.

Enjoy your today.