cranky, crotchety, mean
Feelings, only feelings thank God and not behavior. But I sure have been getting out of the proverbial wrong side of the bed these last few days. Well, grateful I'm no a mess, no crisis or chaos. I'm even almost ready to walk out the door.
So this too shall pass this crankiness I'm certain since I am heading this morning to PA and a certain little curly 3 yr old redhead who is meeting me at her parents house around 3:30 this afternoon. Nik & Melanie are in CA for a little vacation and balloon ride in Napa Valley this week. I'll get to see them Sunday when I get back from NY.
My sponsor yesterday had to remind me I like to travel. I do. I think its that I am lazy and don't like to work. And I've been doing my share and more of work lately. BUT I am going to NY upstate to get my cup filled at the Big Book Study. A whole weekend of women I love and love me while digging deeper into AA's BB and 12x12. I will know most of these women. And my sponsor will be in from CO and my great grand sponsor in from CA. Its at my grand sponsor's house/mansion. She has tons of room but there will be sleeping on the floor for some, I don't know if I will get a bed or not this year.
Back Monday sometime. See you then. Enjoy today and keep being good to yourself.
posted by Mama Dukes @ 7:40 AM
5 Comments:
Happy Trails to you...and huge smooches for that curly little red head!!!
Sounds like a wonderful weekend and one that will be filled with a lot of growth and love. I would like to do such intensive work. Maybe it's time to suggest that there be such a weekend around here.
Did ya try slleping on the other side of the bed? LOL Have a wonderful weekend at the Big Boo studt- it sounds amazing! And so are YOU! love and HUGS
That appointment, or so arrangement you have set up with a little curly 3 yr old sounds like so much fun! And baloon ride, how fuuuuun!!!!!
I have visited upstate NY. My ex-girlfirend's parents live out there. I went out there in my mid 20s, so scared of people, never flew on a plane and had to deal w leaving my dog for a week. It was hard, but when I got there I thought "this is HEAVEN." What a different world from where live.
During that time too I did not have a God, and I was not exposed to the fellowship. However I did take up the offer to go to her parent's chuch. Wow, how humbling, and welcoming it was. It crushed all that I knew of the churches out here . . . I keep a picture of it that I took on my fridge. It was one of the times I really felt safe.
Ok, love you and lots of MUAHs to you. See you Monday. And I will enjoy 2dAAy!
I hope you had a great trip.
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