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It is just so freeing to do things I don't "want" to do. How can that be? I don't knnow how it works, I just know it works. Not magically like some thinking I've had in the past. But trusting, which by the way was the topic of last night's meeting. Not trusting myself or my thinking---geez we know how distorted my thinking can be. But trusting God, my sponsor, the process of recovery...

So at my home group meeting last night I announced I am out of town for the whole week, have a new cell phone # and would welcome any calls. 4 people came up to me after the meeting for the #. What a blessing! And one of the women, I've been wanting to know better--she's younger and has 2 boys the same age apart as mine. She does little talking in the meeting but when she does say something she's on the mark.

So here I go. Praying they give me an end room this time at the hotel so the wireless works-- I'm so grateful theres so many ways to be connected today instead of isolated like I used to make myself be.

Still packing...gone from one extreme (being prepacked for a week) to the other( last minute) to someday will balance out.

Enjoy your today enjoy your week--I'm off to be trained how to be a leader training others how to be a leader---fun stuff!