drama

My disease is so subtle.
I hada good bunch of days strung together. Noon meeting on Thursday. Dinnner and open AA meeting Friday. Baby shower and bowling Sat. Church and a dozen people showed up at last nights nmeeting. But where do I go? Into self pity about one afternoon alone. Stri the pot and it becomes drama.

Last nights topic-- for me it as whew! when I found the rooms and people not just talking about things I understood because we all lived with the disease but they listened to me and no one told me I was crazy. That was the relief. The recovery came when I surrendered. I was done fighting.

One woman was so honest. She said where she is at relief of one meeting a week, no sponor no Step work but that she is happy to stay there. Then she changed the subject. One man said he came to the meeting with a burning desire of Alanon relapse and got answers from the sharing on this topic.

So no drama today. I promised my sponsor I would live a plain day today.