oh shit
this death is closer than I would like it to be. Her parents were at the meeting I went to the day Lonny died. Just talked to her Dad. She was only 35 years old. Shit shit shit
Pray for them
I wish I could just be there for them without it all coming back to me. Its not about me I know. They are in shock. There is just not enuff program or years of working this program to give anybody a cushion when this happens. Nothing nothing can prepare us for this untimely unwanted loss of a child---nothing.
Cn't see to type.
posted by Mama Dukes @ 1:19 PM
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God Love ya :)
I just gotta say that I'm here. That I've been here every single day, and if I ever leave this blog world...I will not just disapear, but personally write you--Christine a letter. I guess, I'm just wanting you to know..that I am here...and bless your heart darlin'.
It's hard to imagine the pain of losing a child in such a senseless manner. It's slow suicide. Sorry that you have to relive such horrors.
I thought I left a comment, I am sooo sorry to learn of this.
It is similar to the loss of my cousin recently, 36 years old addicted to Rx drugs. I still supress the loss, we use to be so close. I don't want to end up like that.
This gift of life, how can we become so ill? I don't understand. I am so sorry.
You help me, please know this is such a gift and I love you.
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