Turmoil Tuesday

Had a lovely Lehigh Valley weekend with some I love and love me. Didn't get to see others this trip maybe next time. Not enuff hours to do everything I'd like.

Transition to WV not so easy again. Maybe its the Monday morning shopping I did.Variety and price of produce. Ease to get to the stores.

Got in the door and pushed him away with my words as if it were his fault I am here in WV. He is the only reason I am here but it was my choice, my decision albeit not well thought out or considered for very long--about half a minute to decide he was a very very good one and not to let him get away. Oh the promises made in the heat of trying to get what I believe is best for me--self will run riot in so called love.

Now here. Praying to be rid of these character defects keeping me in my self pity and anger at WV's lack. But then I'm not looking at the moment at what I do have here I know. Another day or two and I'll lighten up. Miracles can occur.

Enjoy your Tuesday uplifted