lack of blogging ability

Don't know why I am dis interested in blogging lately.
My dis ease?

Lots to say, report on, what ever. Lack of wanting to.
Perhaps it is like other things in my life. Comes and goes like waves.
Or maybe it is lack of ever coming face to face with the other bloggers. Can't touch them maybe never will. I am not certain what is the lack of sitting here at the puter as I used to pouring out my guts and soul and checking in on others lives. Or just simply lack of time. I'm usually a good time manager. Maybe it is because I know I have rubbed some bloggers---anonymous and not so anonymous the wrong way or not kept their interest. I have no answer today. Thats ok with me today.

My energy has been going into work, marriage, Alanon, church... Those are the biggest.

There are some joys. It is March and I am not in a deep deep depression like I used to always be. There really might be something to surrender. Ever since I surrendered I have not been depressed. I am impressed with how Alanon works in my life.

Next Monday I get to speak at an Alanon anniversary meeting nearby and tell them how its worked in my life. I mentioned it in both my Alanon meetings and some are coming to support the meeting and to support me. What an honor to be asked.

Depending on the weather or rather the ability to navigate my hill, I am heading to the institution meeting. There sure was a larger number at last nites open AA meeting and the last few weeks at the institution meeting. Newcomers--lots seeking help for their suffering in the disease. I came into my first meeting in March. Turning energy to the newcomers is a good thing.

I wish I could be singing here comes the sun instead of here comes the snow.
Enjoy your today sunny or snowy.