cursing and using the S word

No snow, no snow, come on everybody repeat after me--no snow no snow
Its not working--it is still snowing. Ugh

I'm cranky, my arm hurts, its cold and sn_wing. But its hubby I'm a bit worried about. He's really angry at life and all people and not at all the laid back easy going man I married. But I still prefer this one to the one on medication who seemed dead inside. Yesterday mall walking we had an incident with a woman there and his reactions and actions surprised me. I made some suggestions about having someone else to talk to and now I have to let it go. I'd rather fix it and have my world be ok. Gotta love the Alanon in me--but now I'm just wanting to fix instead of attempting to fix and change that which I just can't.

Cold windy March-- Trying to stay in March today. I'm not wanting it to be April right now. Could it really be 2 years since I saw Lonny alive? How have I survived? My heightened sense of DRAMA wants to wonder WIll I continue to survive??? But I know I will and I even know how. One day at a time.