what a weekend

theres so much I want to write about. I want to write about how filled up I am by not what is outside of me but by something I can't explain and I don't feel lonely or self pity like I have lived with for ohso much of my life. I used to be soooo miserable and what a relief i don't have to walk around half dead like that anymore.

The weekend was full, my house is a wreck and its ok. I can get in my pj's and look at email and type here a little and the house it will be gotten to somehow soon enuff.

Oh and its cold here again. Bitter winds blew out the warm and in with the cold cold cold. But the good news is the darling man I married this time made room in the garage for the car and wha la--- no windows to scrape. I am so grateful for the little things (that at times look so damn big).

hope your weekend was filled with joy and laughter.