too much calm & peace

and so its dull for me. Yup I am a crisis junkie. I love the excitement of chaos. So when there's no crisis and only peace and good calm living---I get bored! The difference today and pre Alanon, oh Hell until recently, is that I am not doing anything to stir it up, to make something anything happen. I am floating on a cloud of winter boredom. Happy joyous and free and bored. Oh life is so good!

Ok, I could work harder... at working!