Filled Cup

I've got a nasty cold and even that can't get me down after this weekend.
So sorry I didn't take the digital camera--- Helena just gets cuter and cuter and may I say she looks more and more like me. Genes sure are amazing.

Ok so a couple of highlites at the Big Book Study for me were:
the award I got for being cuter this year than I was at the last one--weight loss showing now, darker hair, right colored clothing and makeup! I was told too that its my insides showing on the outside.

Linda's daughter had her baby in Hawaii while we were discussing the 9th Step. There is healing going on!

Each BB Study we are asked to watch for the word that we see, hear most often and to watch for our angel. Mine were "rightly" and Cynthia was my angel. Everytime I looked up she was there. I'm trying to say this next humbly-- 3 people mentioned me as their angel. I was surprised but not oversurprised.

Life is so much better for me now than before I finished my Steps. So much less goobledeegook. I did not do it on my own. So many have been praying for me, carrying me and liftin me up that I just didn't see until I could see.

But it was this weekend too where I did not question others love for me or try to people please or feel out of place or try too hard or or or....Its been a long time coming to fit in rightly.

My dreams today: To be a size 10, have my Masters Degree, to show others there is a way to live life diffeerently and to help them find their God.
My gratitude today: to love and be loved no matter how hokey that sounds.

Missed you.