torrid tuesday

made ya look! torrid--what a great word--glad tho that my day is not torrid

gratitude for:

words--large small dramatic simple

nite time rain and sunny mornings

that some dreams are not real--last nite's dream I murdered someone and was looking for a place to hide

newcomers-- who keep it green for me

a program of recovery to pass on to others and maybe end a cycle

being human--able to let go of illusion of control and perfection (ok, I'm aware of being human but not quite willing to accept the consequences of not keeping on trying for the control or perfection--I hate making mistakes!!)

today to enjoy or not--having a choice today to not be miserable or suffer, I didn't always know it was a choice