sunny Tue afternoon
Its odd to have a life without chaos. Sometimes when I feel so calm like this I get the urge to stir it up somehow and create a happening of some kind. Today I'm just going to go ahead and be aware of the urge and let it pass on by without creating a drama. Its been a quiet day. I'm going to try to enjoy it quietly.
I really really really don't want to go outside. It is sooo cold out there. Sunny but cold. I like sitting in my chair in the sun looking at the hillside and sky. So this is serenity? Wonder how come it was sooo hard to allow this before now? Ahhh well, it is here today.
Oh how I cried and cried last nite working on my 12th and reading the first page And a half of the 12th in the 12x12. I got it--- I did more than just read it this time, I know of what it speaks and here I go tearing up again. I wanted and waited a lifetime for transformation to this. I honestly didn't believe it would be available for someone like me.
Having had all the work having had all the process to get to be ready to be here. Wow, what an awakening.
posted by Mama Dukes @ 2:09 PM
4 Comments:
You are a sparkle in my life!
I can relate to the suspicions of no drama. It is so peaceful we take great joy in it. We fear lossing it so why not sabotage it. This is how I work and am working to recognize it and change it. If I don't I will never get to feel the joy you are feeling right now.
Muah!
The 12th in the 12 & 12 is some of the most powerful stuff ever. So glad you are "there".
That is beautiful. I am touched by your words and completely "get it."
G~
Wow, thanks for the share! I love your posts!
Jonathan
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