Wednesday but feels like a Monday
Well Happy New Year! Hopefully the rest of the year goes better than the end of this last one. Have a great 2008!
That might have been one of the worst trips home to the LV. The common denominator in all the miscommunications, missteps and mistakes was me. Looking at my part in all the messes. Hopefully I can find solutions and corrections so not so many resentments happen everywhere. Can I really control others resentments? Hmmm I didn't have any. I had lots of confusion around what others wanted. Not too many others able to say no, that won't work, directly. Or maybe they did and I didn't hear them.
Whatever it is I still am wishing I had my own home in the LV to invite evryone there and gladly oh so gladly be the hostess. I'd do it here in WV but no one visits here much. Oh well I had a wonderful time with Helena and even Nik was lighter than I've seen him in the last 3 years. Maybe I should just stick to seeing them when I go to the Valley. If anyone else wants to see me they can come to me? I wish I could be done with figuring it out. I am sad, I am scared and right about today feeling snowed in. And frustrated. The server in D.C. crashed, is still screwed up and I can't find things I need.
I'm at work and I should be---you guessed it---working.
Wednesday. It is Wednesday. Got to be Staying in Wednesday somehow.
posted by Mama Dukes @ 9:54 AM
3 Comments:
Only 2 more days in this week after today. You'll find the solutions you need. And I've learned that if others have resentments, it's their problem and not mine.
I love the way your brain buzzes around like a fly hitting a mirror ;)....it's fun, because it makes me feel so not alone.
Happy New Year mi amiga
Let's look forward to a wonderful 2008!!! I hope you have had time to take a couple... make that a few... deep breaths.
I'm snowed in too.... no fun... and it is tooo cold. I wish I could have gotten to a meeting!
Take care of yourself.
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