parodoxes

I am drained and exhilerated

I am stressed and yet not uneasy

Life is good life is not always what I would want it to be



Ok, so I signed bank papers today. We close in 30 days on a house that I hope to make a home downtown Fairmont.

I told my story last night. I wish I had a different story to tell but some find me filled with hope. Wonderful hugs and kind words afterwards. Picked up a new sponsee. I seem to be picking up AA's new in Alanon lately. Been praying the prayer of Jabez from time to time as if I'm not yet full enuff.

Went for a walk in the mall this morning with a 77 yr old woman who told me more than once that I need to be saved. We walked about 7000 steps before we quit. I might not be 'saved' the way she means it but I sure do know theres a God working in my life.

Will be packing to head to the AA convention in CT but right now Step daughter walked in the door. Going downstairs to be a lovely step mother Because I can.

Hope you had a day to enjoy.