got fired again

She called me for a coupla weeks. I go right to my head about what I could have should have would have done different but bottom line is they gotta not only want what I have but do what I do. She kept telling me how unique her situation is. Some are satisfied with a bit of relief instead of going for the recovery. So she leaves room and a calling space for smeone wlse. Wonder who God will put there?

I've got about 5 minutes this morning to be on here. Somewhere in my brain I get to thinkin' Oh yeah this is a thinking disease I've got I am waiting for January as if Jan will be less busy somehow. I'll fill it up like I do every other day, week, month, etc Hopefully I fill it with more recovery than not.

Today is a holiday card making party and I am hoping for a nice turnout. A curch dinner I was invited to tonite. Gotta fit shopping in the equasion sometime. Christmas is on its way!