Tuesday
Not Grateful for:
having to work
hot flashes
getting fired by a sponsee
it might rain alot of our long beach weekend
Grateful for:
privledge of having a job and collecting paychecks
life changes and being alive
her firing me is about her, not about me
we have a long beach weekend planned with the kids and grandkids!
I'm learning how to redefine myself and to get my cup filled from within instead of from outside myself. Its not as hard lately to put down the looking for so much attention and accolades. But it is somewhat uncomfortable to be on an even level--its not a high high or a low low but somewhere having realistic expectations of others and having and accepting realistic acceptance. Amazing how much I've been putting together lately. I'm amazed. Most already know that I am basically a good person--but I really didn't know it--all those messages of not being good enuff or worthy--all untrue but so so loud and so much more ingrained than any of the newer messages. Putting down fighting with myself and others has really been a benefit. I'm glad I could.
posted by Mama Dukes @ 12:35 PM
4 Comments:
Good post. God doesn't make any junk.
Keep doing whatever it is you have been doing Christine.You sound good.
I can SO relate to your post today.
Thank you for sharing~
well ,except about the hot flashes..not there yet.
You have a great weekend
rain or shine OK? :)
Great post~ I am sponseeless and was told by my sponsor to take a break for a good while. It really has been nice to have a break from a lot of drama.
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