weepy this morning

Damn I sure am hoping its not hormonal---I am kinda getting used to this menopausal thing.

But I had a good cry after reading Pam's blog and seeing recovery in action right in front of my eyes. What miracles! Praying for her boy and all the other kids lost in the disease. There is hope!!! And life in AA and Alanon.

Still weepy.

Its grey rainy and chilly today---I'm not minding the chilly since I am generating so much of my own heat these days. I asked a longtimer the other evening when we were out after the Sun nite meeting about these flashes and she told me of a woman we both know behaving positively and welcooming the heat since she loves being warmer rather than colder. So I've been trying on that attitude. As you might suspect it works better some days than others. I didn't get that fan Pam but I do throw off the covers and stick my butt out to the air. Too much information I'm thinking...

Anyway it is Friday.I am happy to see my sponsees growing and changing. My sponsor is getting to speak tomorrow morning in CO--wish I could be there. My life is good today. Dinner and open AA tonite. Tomorrow speaking to little ones about being prepared and hope they take that message home. Sat nite square dancing!!!! I'll be a dancin' Granny tomorrow nite.

Oh, last night was eery--there is no such thing as coincidences I know--I went to Catawba/Jordan craft night as I had been asked to show the women how I make my clay beads. The first woman to show up and she was early like me, she will be my new neighbor if we are able to sell this townhouse. When we parted, she said something about having a feeling that it will happen now. Who knows what will happen... trying to stay in today and living this one day only.