Sunday

Oh shit
Just looked at my calendar and I was supposed to be in church to promote our disaster preparedness training. Church starts in 5 minutes. I forgot. I got lazy this morning and decided earlier to bag church, read the paper and relax. Shit shit shit
What a humbling.
I hate being human.
And I will be missed, people will worry and wonder. That's not my ego talking this time altho it may sound that way. Others have come to be accustomed to me suiting up and showing up.

Well, lets see what I can do with the rest of the day. It sure is a lovely morning outside. Time to start over. Its easy to see what happens to me whenever I relax my program, get com[placent whatever you want to call it. See I relaxed. Didn't pray, read literature or put my feet in my program this morning. I know I know its ok to not do it perfectly. I don't like slipping--and I tend to slide down that slipperly slope pretty quickly. And I can see how I was congradulating myself on a good training day yesterday. Just a little swelling of the head and woooo hooo there I go thinking oh yeah mine is a thinking disease there I go thinking I can relax a little.

Onto starting over the day.