doing lousy on Sunday
Every room in this townhouse is messy.
No exercise for a whole week
no decorations for xmas put around yet
no xmas cards started
groceries not purchased
blog friends unvisited
therefore no comments received lately
(noticed gotta give to get)
my insides and outsides are messy
none of this is like me my usual me
when will it end? will it end?
church
DM's chorus program
Alanon meeting
Candlelight ceremony for parents who lost their children
for parents whose children have died
for people like me
taking a picture of Lonny
they provide the candles and the rest
its for me
its being of service to me tonite
its to cry and share my grief with others like me
is this an answer to my messiness? Letting go of what I have not been letting go of lately? I don't know
what is this messiness problem
waht is the solution?
I sure don't feel good joyous free
posted by Mama Dukes @ 9:41 AM
4 Comments:
HI darlin'.
I also have nothing done for Christmas yet, but it's OK.
We can just decorate our hearts with some love and tolerence, and let the rest of the world put up the lights and stuff.
Oh Christine, I love you and send you a good long hug. It's ok to be messy, life is messy.
Stop Stop Stop Take a breath. One foot in front of the other and everything will fall into place and who says a good tear day isn't good.
I think that there are days when we just don't want to feel responsible. Those are the days when I let things go and don't pick up my dirty underwear. My SO just leaves them which is good.
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