rain rain rain today is Wednesday for real

This Honda I have now is the zippy sporty kind. Cute and of course I look great in it--some college students next to me at the light asked me what kind of car and oh, nice she said-- but going up and down this dang hill in first gear when the road is clear feeling every bump is wearing thin. Thought of walking up the hill next winter even if I do get in better shape--which is happening S L O W L Y--ugh, winter. Don't have to go there in May. I think he took me car window shopping to distract me--and it worked

Next car will be a Honda CRV All wheel drive so I can get up the hill and if this rain keeps up thru the flooded valleys. Rain is forcast thru Sat. What difference does it make really----LOTS!!! I physically feel so much better when the sun is shining. Last year when I was in Tuscon, now then a body can feel great! It was like being young again, no aches no moaning, well ok, this is me, less moaning.

Young woman friend I made in Monroe when we were there to help, she's in Utah, she gave me a shout. Reminded me of how vital I can be and how much I value valuable work. She is so young so beautiful I remember when I was once a long long time ago

Been getting 2 massages a week the last couple weeks--I am so blessed (and lots less bitchy). I would love to learn how to give them--it is a wonderful gift to give. Maybe after we pay off his school loan. And then, how in the world would I ever pass the anatomy? I flunked it twice---ok, I was 17 and spent more time smoking silly weed in the gamelands with a cute boy than I spent in class but--anatomy! The ankle bone is connected to the leg bone, the leg bone connected to the knee bone---