Monday Monday--

8am dentist visit---never again---good news but way to early to face anyone--
good news there's improvement with my gums--not dancin' but am jigglin'

had my first argument with DM--first in almost 5 years--he's off meds and cranky---no this is a very good thing!! He's having feelings come up that didn't before but its not about him--about me--

I was struggling (thank you Gwenfor the 12x12 reading) for a day or 2. Guess I withdrew into myself and not communicative. DM reacted and all the way to church I kept saying to myself that he was mean to me. During the service, children's sermon was a story about a mean boy, the minister's part being mean back to the boy and what he could have done instead. What a Godshot!!! Went home, made amends for my part. Now the real issue has not been talked about or dealt with, not sure theres a solution right now. But I don't ahve to be mean to someone especially a darling man without a program who is just reacting to my withdrawal.

Onto a staff meeting and doing Monday.