trudging tru thursday
Daily Capricorn Forecast
Quickie: It's a good day to think things over -- your mental clarity is stronger than ever.
Overview: Yours is a complex sign, and you can't be expected to process things the way that other, simpler signs do. Give yourself a little space to move. Your sense of wisdom demands more than surface solutions.
Network Chick! Sure sounds like you & me, huh?
So, yesterday was a not so easy day and I didn't sleep well but the obsessive thoughts have been removed. I wish I could see my part in it more clearly or know how to handle the situation better at the time other than having the feelingas and wanting to rant & rave. Guess its good that I have matured to a place where I just want to rant & rave and tell 'em how unfair it is--I just be quiet then rant to you-- lucky you--lucky me to have you
Hoping to reason things out with someone else some time today. And tomorrow I have a professional grief counseling session, first one since just after Lonny died when I tried counseling but it was more marriage counseling and I am here to tell you that right after a child's death is NOT THE TIME to try to work on anything much less a marriage that is mostly ok but one of the partners is in shock and denial. I don't know how much counsleling I need or what I need but I believe I need---so I'll see how it goes and do my best to be open. Especailly since what I want to do is shut down.
At work, ought to work. Another emotional hangover tho--its going to be a trudging thru thursday I can feel it. I started the day out an hour behind my usual schedule. ugh
Oh, hey got a call to be of service at the halfway house's family day on Saturday. That was where I met Josh almost 2 years ago. Hope he is ok. How nice to be thought of and asked--wonder what adventure will find me there---hope I can be of service--its being on a panel participating at the Big Book Study meeting after the panel and then lunch--yippeee I love being fed! I love being asked to participate for AA and their families and friends. I LOVE alcoholics!!!
posted by Mama Dukes @ 8:52 AM
3 Comments:
Oh my...it sure does sound like you and me. No matter how hard I try to make things simple in my head, they just never are. I think us Caps have higher expectations of ourselves than of other people and that in itself is complicated.
:-)
Glad you got a service call. And I am glad to be of reading service for your rant. It is a privilege.
:)
Hey I forgot to ask you is it bad to be born on the 13th?
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