wow Wednesday already

Couldn't get to a meeting last night--meetings ran late. Guess I'll make it up on Saturday. I have considered hitting that Thursday nite meeting in Fairmont--its the meeting I went to the night I got word Lonny died. I don't want to go, guess that means I should be there. My head and disease tell me that I have been away from home for all this time and I just want to go and be home. I hate that meeting. All the group dominance and crosstalk. I know I know theres always a message there for me and its about what I give to a meeting not what I can get.

Yesterday I said to Michelle that I didn't know which hat to wear at lunch yesterday or at this conference. People know me because of 2-1-1 but its my CERV job that paid for me to be here. I make things so complicated sometimes-- She said just be Christine. Oh

Made connection with some folks at WVU in Homeland Security who may have a lead on funding for our creating a registry with them--- cross your fingers.

Trained yesterday in how to train seniors in disaster preparedness. I can't wait to go home and put together a disaster kit. And of course I want to get one together for each one I love-- I don't want to be like Chicken Little but honey, the sky could fall and yes God will take care and provide but I still have footwork to do. I wonder if anyone will take and run with this in WV like she did in NC? Still looking for my niche ya know-- that softer easier way that will make me tons of $ and not have to put in too many hours---

Todays sessions I'm schedules for about conflict and resolutions. Sounds like cakewalk. Banquet tonite. Heels today--I'm doing the looking professional thang today living on Wednesday.