life on Tuesday afternoon
bummers:
a sponsee fired me at noon today
back in WV
fight with Helena on Sunday afternoon and its still replaying in my head
I'm tired
I have too many tasks to do & have to work tonite convincing a bunch of people of something of which I'm not certain they can be convinced
no time to grocery shop and payday still to far away
stopped at cemetary but he's not there
blessings:
a sponsee fired me at noon today and I don't have to listen to her resistance any longer
God will fill that slot with someone who wants and is willing to do the deal
not all of 'em fired me
and its not about me but my style of sponsorship---its not for everyone I know
L finished her 10th Step with me yesterday morning
slept in my own bed last night
Helena will forget the fight, probably already has
the ability to get done what needs to be accomplished and willing to let go of what is not completed
even if I am hungry and tired I am not lonely or angry.
Lonny might not be in the cemetary or I might not be able to connect with him there but I can see his pics here at home and I can carry him in my heart forever
posted by Mama Dukes @ 2:05 PM
3 Comments:
Hi I find that too, i've had a few come and go already, and its all worked out to be exactly the way its meant to be (in hindsight) anm getting less bothered now. Just working with the ones that want it, not the ones that need it. Even the one thats doing it, am less controlling, and leaving her to to the talking and abit of work for abit.
Great post, happy wednesday (tomorrow)
Oh yeh... Hows the job situation ?
Thanks Christine. I like how you made the positives out of the negatives. If I can remember to do that every day.....
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